Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Chapter156: NS... ORD loh!!!
Haha nowadays found tt alot of ppl going to go army already... example, liang zhe, my neighbour cum senior cum close friend... he's inside already... tekong bmtc sch 1 hawk coy... wish him good luck... ivan... dear's god brother... tt guy pretty useless n i all the way dun have good feeling to him... die bastard... then ade's bf... haiz... take care ya... although i dun like u... but u good luck it's also a way to make me happy... but all of u... go suffer the pain i went through as a guy... wahaha... do all the shit work n get crazy about it... haha... jer going ord soon, 66 more days... jia you...
8:12 PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006
Chapter155: My fate,my truth...
From then on... my fate seems to set... study,study,work,work... Tt time... when i'm born... i nvr have much chances to choose the path... till i get into poli,i choose not to study anymore... i go in to army... n clear ns... 2 years... i'm back again... till now... ever since then when ever i have someone i love to be my gf, i will get bad luck n funny things happen... but everytime break up i wanted to find someone i love again... seems to be a cycle, a fate, a bond...
I nvr really trust fate... but i'm following it... again n again... i can feel the bond as if like a metal chain tying me tight...when can i really break this? everytime i seems to get over it but it comes back... feeling more n more demoralise... feeling more n more useless...
Finally she came, n her life seems to be a cycle too... with her reminder, i told her tt i'm gonna break the cycle with her cousin n her... i will be the one... but y not i break my cycle? y can't she be the last one? perhaps yes... although she also have her bad points... but doesn't seems to be anything bad...i hope so... n i will try my best to stop this irritating fate from cycling n cycling in my life... bring happiness to love ones often will be my truth n i will walk tt on...
6:48 PM

Friday, March 10, 2006
Chapter154: First step or second?
Haha life isn't tt easy... always think to strive higher each time... but often go back to the same spot... been drop to one of the deepest hole... i mean the most toughest problem... nvr tot tt besides feeling n relationship, there will be things tt realli trouble me so much tt i can't settle... with the task of protecting the love tt i wanted for so long, i can't realli settle the unbalanced time system i'm using now... therefore with the low morale in me, i, in the end fail to bring happiness to my love... luckily... this is my ideal love... understanding n smoothing she is, understand my problems n given me advice to smoothen up things n finally i can stand on feet again... fell back n now stepping my step again... it's bigger than b4... it should land ahead of the first step i make... is this considered the first or second step? but confirm it's a stiff one...
Anyway thanx dear... this is already 2nd month...
1:10 PM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Chapter153: Sins
Everybody is a sinner... it's born with us... but to me, even if i do something really bad to someone n end up making him or her better, even so i'm called a sinner, i'm happy with it... btw... noone can really be sinless even if u r not born with sin... cos everybody will eventually do sins in their life even they try not to... haiz...
4:40 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006
Chapter152: Start of it...
Yeah starting of EC(event catering)... quite happy la... but actually we rather finish our petals attachment then go ec... haiz... nvm la... almost the same... most of my friend should know i go around asking ppl wanna buy anot... now then i know... luckily i nvr go do mlm... if not i sure cannot sell one... like alot of ppl dun wanna support leh... dunno la... i just try my best... if no good also bo bian... wat i felt is tt i didn't stand any position in the group... with or without me also the same... but... lucky not without me better... so i still working hard on it... so in the end no good no regrets loh... so everybody... pls support orh...
4:22 PM
