Jesus Christ
music & words: HYDE
Jesus Christ,I believe you.
The deepest trust,I won't leave you.
They call me crazy,but it won't matter.
And death won't change me,not ever...
Jesus Christ,I believe you.
The deepest trust,I won't leave you.
But my child is fading,an innocent.
I hear no answer,I'm calling...
My voice is reaching the sky,
I'd do anything to save this life,
Take me instead,
Ah, God give me death...
Jesus Christ,I believe you.
They call me crazy,but it won't matter.
And death won't change me,again...
My voice is reaching the sky,
I'd do anything to save this life,
Take me instead,
Oh,God give me death...
Oh,God give me death...
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Chapter73: Failure
Haha... wat a stupid song... cos it's written by a low english educated japanese... but wat i like is the music... quite nice....Haiz... today morning went to practical in school... topic lamb shank... we can do it all we like... most important is the plating... cos the tutors won't taste it... some of the items served cold also nobody knows... but the appearance must be good... testing on our creativity in the plating... i saw a nice n creative plating online yesterday... but i just copy blindly... wat i did wrong? first, the bone of lamb shank should be able to stand in order to produce height in plating... i choose a lousy one... second, the sauce i use is not dark enough... untill now i still can't get a dark reddish sauce... y? sure can do one... practice is the key... third, the tutor says earlier, need to produce a dish for fine dining... he ask me... if tt night got 80+ pax in the restaurant then am i able to do all the same plating? haha nothing to say... onli can say i copy blindly...Haiz... sometimes life really sucks alot... while cooking i just can't smile... cos i got a feeling tt i did something wrong... then my friends around me keep on saying i do like tt not correct like this not correct... so fan... if i'm grouping with u then i should listen some of ur ideas, but i'm doing alone... wat's wrong with the creation of my n urs? not the same la... in the end even i did it wrongly i can get advice from tutor wat... dunno y... the more my friends say i'm wrong the wronger i did... just dun like them telling me wat to do... i'm here to learn things... no matter how good is ur advice u still have to listen to tutor's advice wat... haiz... too emotional liao... always like this one...When i plan wat i'm going to do last night, i already think very detail... know fully wat i wan... but when i stand in front of the stove... the pressure is on... at home i dun really feel this... the school stove, as if cursed, brings on the pressure... make my brain blank... with the plan i have, i still manage to do it all... last time i can't even stand the pressure n even cut my hand often... but now at least better... i'm not injured at all while i doing at such speed... but when i came to something out of my plan then i can't think of ideas... even if i could think, often i will forget to apply at the last minute... haiz... maybe becos of ppl around me... i hate ppl to look at me while i'm performing... another thing is the heat... as hot as hell man... lastly maybe the kitchen is crowded... i can't concentrate in crowded place... somemore everyone is holding knife n hot pan... scare accident...Haiz...it's such a wonderful thing but i did it so stressfully... should think of a way to solve it... haiz... i fail myself...U know?
I love playing chinese chess when I'm young...
When I start,
I started losing...
But guess how many times I lose before I win for the first time?
Eighty over times I guess...
Learn from mistake,
This is wat i learn when I play chess...
2:27 PM

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