Jesus Christ
music & words: HYDE
Jesus Christ,I believe you.
The deepest trust,I won't leave you.
They call me crazy,but it won't matter.
And death won't change me,not ever...
Jesus Christ,I believe you.
The deepest trust,I won't leave you.
But my child is fading,an innocent.
I hear no answer,I'm calling...
My voice is reaching the sky,
I'd do anything to save this life,
Take me instead,
Ah, God give me death...
Jesus Christ,I believe you.
They call me crazy,but it won't matter.
And death won't change me,again...
My voice is reaching the sky,
I'd do anything to save this life,
Take me instead,
Oh,God give me death...
Oh,God give me death...
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Chapter108: How u feel?
Just read through alot of blog... found tt everybody got their problem... know this thousand of years ago... tt's y there's blog, n tt's y we r call human... some of the cases just can't be help, like wat i say... some can be solve, but often problem ended up unsolved... cos human knows to give up, cos there's a limit to a person... whether u know ur limits...
But another way round... everybody got their own use... look at the bangla over there... i'm worst then him in some sense... last time i'm much worst... it's just tt the family he's born in... he can't do a shit... but he also can do something but he's not smart n preservance enough... tt's an example...
He too got his problem, but how big is tt problem? everyone else have... actually tt's the interesting part... thing is how u gonna solve it? She had her problem... huh? she la... tt one la... aiya... ***** loh... she had her trouble... she didn't show... can feel tt she's irritating... cos she got her problem... shouldn't be angry with her... she's onli 17... she's finding her way for her future... i can't do anything... she help herself...
Tt gal also... ***** la... she got some problem but she cannot tell me... too bad i promise not to ask... but she seems to find me irritating... haha... i dunno y i like her character... too bad... just let it be... think it back should change my character... stop irritating her... hope her happi... think she will be...
******, a super hot tempered gal... told her all the advice i could squeeze out of my mind... but not a little turn better for the relationship with her bf... told her... her temper maybe her greatest weak point... hope noone will harm her using tt... even if happens... i can do nothing... i had said wat i can said... not my job to change her n entertain her... wat she wants is not me... is him... let's stop the stupid story of the 3 man group ok?
Lastly is *******... u know the distance between u.s.a n singapore? tt's the distance between me n her... but i try so hard to pull the distance... n? i have to lan lan suck thumb n c her with tt fucker... issit too harsh to say so... u think i care? ******* if u hates me? just let it be.... better still... i had enough... all of this...
** ****... nearly forget about him... he's such a stupid guy... just doing stupid things everytime... but wat he realli wants? just tt all the ppl around him to be happi... hope he could do something... then y he wanted to study culinary skills? but too bad... he's not talented... n pretty useless... wish him luck...
Fuck up.... realli... hopeless... enough... i dun bother... enough... y should i bother how u feel? do u bother how i feel? no need to say anything... love urself more... nights....
11:35 PM

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