Thursday, September 14, 2006
Chapter170: Impossible into Possible

Had seen doctor yesterday...y?just got back to school then wanna take mc...becos when i just get back to school, all the shit work for me to clear...my kitchen organisation and intro to f&b project... a fucking big project... the biggest in my whole entire theory lesson... the objective is to start a restaurant...erm sounds easy but it's god damn difficult...imagine,u r going to open a restaurant... all the things u have to get urself...floor plan for restaurant, kitchen, bar setting... menu,food cos control, recipes... equipment for kitchen, restaurant, bar and even toilet... licenses...erm... hidden things example, how many powerpoint u need in the restaurant, or maybe the payroll for ur staffs and how many u staffs u actualli need or u idealli wan...ah, the hidden things is cpf...wa...if u realli wanna go into details can write a few hundred pages...haha we already got 120 pages excluding licsence tt stands around 40 pages...
Seriously u wan a few 18-19 year old kids to plan to detail,especially singapore kids,it's almost impossible la...but can la...if 5 got team work and heart sure can one...plus me somemore...wahaha...i tot is like tt,but the more i do the more i think it's difficult...then kanna suspended,then i dun care about the project liao...came back last friday,my group present like fuck then re-do some part of the project...all start to back stab each other...totalli no team work...haiz...i nvr realli look into it and now i ma chiam one man show...i c the finishing product of my group...like shit...realli cannot make it...re do the project, spend 2 sleepless nights...try to go as detail as possible... then i c the impossible part of the project...is to 3d-lise the whole restaurant and c all the possible hidden cost..i can c...but maybe not perfect at my stage of experience and thinking,but i'm sure my group member can't think one la...the important part is how to let everyone in the class understand?if i can make a animation out of it then easy...but i dunno how...ah...i try my best...can be better,but i got no time n energy anymore...
Aiya just present la...some floor plan is my gal do for me de...instead we quarrel...her thinking n my thinking differs...as a student for fnb she got some ideas i dun have de...but the project is mine...i do no good tt means i not good enough...she's not fromm my group...nvm...she also nvr sleep...make her tired also...she say she dun wanna leave me alone n c me tired...but do u think i wanna c her tired where everything got nothing to do with her?when she tired she forget this forget tt...brain become very stupid in some sence...which will make me angry leh....but it's all for me...dunno whether to angry anot...haiz... life is tough...sad...wat can i do?
Then recently calculate my result...all my test and assignment for some subject is 0...one of them is communication skills...calculate, if i wanna pass tt subject i have to get 48 out of 50 for my exam...crazy...near to impossible also...but how?i have to do it la...in order to prove impossible into possible...

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