Monday, March 05, 2007
Chapter182: Alone away from this world...

Have been long long time i nvr blog liao... ya... busy, depress, dun even have to mood to type much... been to the ground of life... but getting well before cny... been with eve for a year past... things get better...getting richer... but the pressure still coming... at least i am getting up n carry on again... dunno how am i now, but at least i'm happier now n slowly going to the next stage...
As i'm getting to the next stage, i get to c alot of things... somethings just can't use words to explain... somethings r repeating but the main character change to me... tt time i nvr do it this, but will he? tt time she nvr do it this way, but will another she do it this way? i realli dunno... is there realli a way tt will solve all type of things? is extreme logic a realli intellegent? can a person live without emotion? wat a stupid question? i actualli know it myself... a person can't live without emotion, especailly when u wan to achieve intelligent, becos great intelligent is making extreme logic with extreme emotion, and vice verser...
I had 2 main path, but split into lots of section... how rich i wanna be, i wanna be the richest man in the world... i dunno whether i can make it, but i will nvr make it if i dun try... if i wan i must do it fast... but the fast way my gal dun permit... there's no other way... i dunno how... like her dad so rich? ya great, but not great enough... i dunno how... which way? become poor but happy? possible...safe n steady...but slowly... seems the best way... i will still be happy... having a relationship is a blockade... wat will the world be like next time? maybe i will not be with her... i dunno...but i still love her deeply n she loves me deeply... wat should i do? haiz... think i should take it easy... n continue with love, but wat if tt thing happen? if onli i'm alone, i will do everything my way... n i'm not afraid anything tt they do... keke, b4 i have her i think exactly opposite... human is so funny... u have passion in doing something, but when u do alot, u will be tired... like cooking as a career, driving as a career, serving as a career... no matter wat career u choose soon u will be sick n tired of it... i dunno... or maybe my passion is not passion... so wat's my passion? i realli dunno leh.... but i know one thing... i must have lots of money... even if one day i like her dad, sick n tired of using money, at least i can leave it to someone i love to spend it...tt is one thing... second thing is built total harmony to the world... wat can i do to kill selfishness, greediness, laziness, in every single one in this world? i wanna achieve something onli the god can do... n the best thing is, if this happen will there be harmony in the world? or will it be total destruction, n how long will it last? can i do it first? and last question... issit really worth doing it? it's onli point of view matter... here my topic pulling further from my title... sorry everyone, this blog maybe onli i can understand...

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